Pak Ling’s Blog

See? It will be a birth-week… gee…

To the very very best xiao Bing: U know I was veri veri veri touched by your msg when i received it? well.. i know i am lagging in my reply… but still… i know u will nvr foget me… hee… I really love the top u bought for me. Its really sweet… on me…*cheeky grin*.. u know what? i was also very appreciative that u kept on "comforting" me that u both have the camera phone… haha… i think u yue4 lai2 yue4 liao2 jie2 wo3… i was quite upset by the camera thing… and guess what? when i used it on fri… it was working PERFECTLY fine!

Ah feng, thanks for esp making the effort to come down… I think bing bing n me had a lovely time with u… though there r some moments when we have some "mis-comm"… Rememeber the last time when we went home together? cant rem if we took any mrt home (well, 198 rite?) but it did remind me of those moments, also those little talks we had when young… except that nw i am staying in cck… haha… must take care k!

KJ, YN: dunnoe if you will read this though. I think it was very long since the last time we had this little chats. Lucky that u managed to catch the (i think is the last…) mrt back! Well, though we have been meeting up, think we just played board games… talk abt other things. but i think we never share our thoughts rite?? Since dunnoe when, we have been "doing our own things". When we were talking abt "attachment" to something, I remembered the times when we would go to kj’s place and study. The deepest impact was under ur flat, when the tables and chairs are just newly built, those were the times…. I really miss those days.

dear cc… ya, wah… u still rem abt the comment i made abt me and ah feng? actually i cant really rem now… think it did happen… and I TRUST UR MEMORY!! haha… honestly, i think i do have some unrealistic expectations abt frens… that includes u… maybe i am always very "dependent" on friends… but i am very glad that u reminded me of this. Ya, u have been very encouraging. I am glad too, that we had a talk today. I guess cos u have too many close frens, that’s why it actually made me felt just "one of ur friends", ok, maybe "one of your closer frens". I guess i was out to spite u then too… the competitiveness for the friendship thing was that I do not feel that i am important to you. then just got worst and worst… well, on hindsight, i know now that u have the same feeling… haha… I would have said my feelings out straight away. hard lesson learnt.

With cc’s input

Lining partner- cc+bing, ah feng+me, junjun+?, ‘vonne+?, an an+?

sitting partner- cc+’vonne, bing+an an, me+ah feng? but ah feng+junjun?

i am confused!

Been sleeping very late these few daz… reaching home like 11++…

Wednesday was for a review meeting for OSC, and updating everyone of the current happenings. Of course, there are changes to the people who will be going for the trip, but there were some youths who actually "came back" and became more active! The meeting "officially" ended with a reflection for everyone… well, honestly, I have not been spending too much time in this work initially. Cos everyone does not know each other, so I guessed it took sm time for all to warm up. Besides that, I think there are also too many things I am doing, and cant really possibly spend too much time in this. But well, guess now I shld start to be more committed, since afterall, it is a responsibility!

There was an update for the fund raising activities… Have not been raising a lot of money, and there was no corporate sponsorship, so we might need to change the destination. That aside, I think it was quite difficult for us to raise funds cos part of the money actually go to sponsoring the youth. Of course, it is part of a youth project, since we hope that we can expose them to a different perspective in life! hmmm… will see how.

Thursday, as expected, ended late. Fortunately, we had 2 models for the hair cutting session. J, well done! hope ur fren like the nw hair-style ^-^ Since we have got models, it was really much easier for us to learn! needless to say, auntie K has to patch up the "wonderful work" we have done! Having a real model really gave us satisfaction… ermm… well, a little tiny wee bit…. We had a new member in our team. hope that we will all learn together!

Friday was wonderful! After more than 1 yr of not seeing some of the westspr mentors, and well, the mentees actually came as a surprise! initially, fk and me tot.. oh no, only the 4 of us again! but with the addition of yl, and later d and sy, the outing turned out to be quite fun! there were 3 mentees, almost could not recognise them, more pretty and well, grown up for the guys… how wonderful to see them… really appreciate them coming! hope that they will continue to study hard, and do their best, and that they will not give up no matter what set-back they will be meeting! Fk was concerned abt M, but fk, dun be sad, cos u have done ur best… like my yx. I still miss yp though…

well, just ytr, I had a 1.5 hrs of lesson on hair cutting. It was part of the skills learning for the trip to Cambodia…

It really seemed so easy for the hair-dresser to fling their combs and scissors, and also cut and trim the hair… gee… after 1.5 hrs, we were still struggling with adjusting the fingers so that we could cut the hair in the correct "style"… haiz… just like shuxian puts it, we got backache yoz….

Well, all these because we did not have a real life model. we used nylon hair, and we need to bend down and cut the hair… of course, we need more lessons!

anyone wants to have a free hair-cut?! ^_^